BURGERS BACON AND CHEESE

Just stuffed myself with Burgers, bacon and cheese.
Feeling insanely contented.
It truly is the simple things in life that make you smile.

At least I do.

Today I learnt that you can sleep the day away.
And the night too.
With the correct amount of pills.

And sunglasses in the evening is NOT a fashion faux pas!
But a statement. Although what i want to be said still remains unclear.

I learnt the mayonnaise goes with anything. Even socks.
And that the whole egg variety tastes rotten.

I also learnt that sometimes, the hardest thing to do in life is to ignore the one you LovE
And dont give in to that nagging voice. The one that keeps telling you to call. Text. Respond.

Because even the smallest break in resolve, even for a second, will spell the End.

Sometimes the most difficult thing in the world is to IGNORE the one you Love.
IGNORE the throbbing and the pain.
Watch tv. Become a robot. Or go to sleep- in couches, on tables and floors.

Sometimes the most difficult thing to do is to keep your mouth shut.
Pretend it is all ok. Resist the urge to ScREAM.
Swallow the URGE to be HEaRD.

Convince yourself that you dont need him.
That you are fine.
Cling to your jar of Real MAyonnaise.
Forget his eyes, his nose and his curly hair.

Amnesia for a day. A night.
It never happened. Who, What and Where?

Honesty is the best policy. So why is it that all i see are LIES?
Red, Black streaks across an ivory plateau.

Obsession. Must be digested.
If pain can only make you stronger, how come my arms and legs and head are falling off?